Friday, January 20, 2012

A Broken Limb on the Family Tree

The stale air dries my lungs
As I approach the dreadful room.
Who is this stranger
Missing beneath the bandages,
Casts like vines
Stitches the veins of a leaf?
The swollen foot angled upward
Increasing circulation like a rushing brook.
Your arm is caught in the web of a sling,
Eyes hardly peaking through the swollen lids.
The young doctor struts in
A lion amidst his predators.
Instructing me to step aside,
I obey, and sink into the floral armchair
The cheerful material has little affect
On my heavy mind.
Inducing him with chemicals ,
Probing him with steel hardware,
The mysterious man grunts.
Scribbling symptoms in sloppy script,
The doctor glances at a nearby calendar:
Exactly three weeks since the accident.
Looking at me with clinical apathy
A disconnected soul.
He explains the lack of progress
Words streaming into my ears,
Like fireflies innocently floating to their captivity.
Tears boil beneath my quivering lids.
Why were you so foolish,
To make this immature mistake?
Don’t you know how much it hurts,
To see Dad, the looming oak tree,
Silent in the breeze.
Or Mom, the weeping flower,
Wilting beneath the oak tree’s shade.
And don’t forget your broken sister,
The apple plucked before her prime.
The visions of the turning car,
Flash like lightning daily.
I can’t forget the miserable scene,
Cannot help but wonder,
Why not me?
The guilt has piled up,
Like snow in heaps by the river bank.
I pray you make it through,
For I wouldn’t be the same again.
Big brother, with arm in a web,
And stitches like veins,
Come back to us.
To Me.

1 comment:

  1. wow cait! this poem is amazing! you really did a great job with imagery and diction in the piece. you depicted a scene of a family car crash and i could feel her guilt and pain as i was reading it. the break in the lines is also very well planned along with the language that you use. calliope?, if you havent already... :)

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